(the ugly truth.)

was browsing the tons of topics in various forums and i found 2 articles which made me realized a whole lot bunch of stuff. man, is depressing to know the truth but i think it's time for me to wake up from months of self-delusion.

1. Persistance WILL NOT work for everyone!
2. If you THINK both of you have "a thing" going on., Think again..

thumbs up for evangelistica for telling everyone bout the ugly truth. well, you got me out of my delusional heaven.

note to self:
1. don't fucking degrade yourself.
2. don't fantasize and think too much.
3. mind comes before the heart, think rationally and act accordingly.
4. read back those two articles from time to time, to remind yourself.
5. never put in 100% or more on others, unless its your best friend or girlfriend.

to-do list:
1. pass all my papers this semester. got to study more! (and not sitting in front of the computer as of now!)
2. sharpens writing and photography technique.
3. be happy! go out for basketball or take some photos of your surroundings! whatever it does, just be happy! eat sometime ftw.
4. guitar guitar guitar.
5. try to update this blog from time to time. (don't let it die as the previous blogs attempt)

not forgetting, get a job which you can put your passion into and earn lots of $!


"it's never to late to wake up from your delusions, just don't let it happen again."